Compilation of my face and life update

 Life has been a bit exhausting lately! I'm still doing the TikTok streams (hate the platform, hate the AI, but met some nice viewers) so I've shifted to doing GRWM on streams. I'll share some random snaps while I talk about what's been going on!

First time doing this hairstyle. It's to match my raccoon shirt

Since my mom broke her heels, I've been going over to help out in the morning and evening with meals, a bit of cleaning, the trash and compost, and showering (boot removal and application)

Halloween Pikachu theme

I quite liked this look

So it's a trip in the morning, come back to do TikTok, get 2-3 hours break, go over to help with dinner, come back and clean up to go to sleep. 

Simple pastel

During the break is usually when I try to get some chores done, but honestly I've sometimes just taken a nap because I'm tired! Why is my energy so low 😿

Matching my Mario shirt

Then it was rainy for a few days so laundry built up, but luckily it's cleared up these couple days so I'm washing a load or two a day!

Another simple look

The TikTok AI is stupid and has incorrectly flagged me for "suggestive sexual content" four times now. I don't know how it's analyzing streams but it sucks at it. The AI summary is also often wrong. Why are we draining our natural resources to use AI for something regular programing can do if it's not even better than just using voice tracking or something?

This glitter eyeliner didn't work out how I wanted

Plus I have no idea if we're being used to feed AI generators. Probably are, tbh. 🙀

I love this set

And to be honest, I don't know if I'm even going to get paid at the end of this month because we never signed a contract or said how payment would work and at the time I was panicking and agreed too readily. 

I don't like how big my face looks with slick hair but otherwise like this look 

So in a couple days I guess I find out if I've just wanted four plus hours a day for 22 days of the month. 

Pink, blue, and purple! But covered by the lashes

Wore this to a friend's place for a little party

I always knew i couldn't do TikTok long term because I hate the app, but if other job places don't start making offers, I might have to stick to this for a while. 

This one was kind of fun, too

There is currently a part time position that did call back. It pays 40% less than my current job, is only 20 hours a week, a bit over an hour away with no remote work option, and I'd have to negotiate hours if I make it to the next round of interviews. 

Still, better than nothing. I just don't know how long to wait. 

This was experimental too. The eyeliner mix wasn't great and cracked over the fine lines under my eyes. The hair turned out ok though. 

I guess I have to just keep waiting and burning through all my savings and hope something turns up in time. 

Today's experimental faerie style 

The wings are make of hot glue. I originally tried this idea back in 2013 or so with pastel tears for my models but I made them too thick and had to scrap that before the show 

A viewer requested gyaru style for tomorrow's stream and I have a Liz Lisa dress so I'll be attempting himekaji!!  I guess following all of you gyaru bloggers may be working in my favor haha!

Thanks for reading such a long post about just life stuff!  What other styles are you interested in experimenting with?